Finishing Strong

Today was not a day for walking, that part of the Camino is now over.  Yesterday was our last day and as we walked in to Santiago together, none of us really knew how to feel.  After another glorious day walking through forests that now were home to eucalyptus trees and with the scent of them following our trail, so much was going through our heads.  I say "ours" and that is the group that had somehow found its way together in the last few days: three Brazilian girls, one young lady from Oregon, me and my friend Darragh.  Now Darragh is a dark horse and Darragh has taught me much this Camino and the one powerful thing he said is that really the only prayer we need to say is "I'm alive and I'm grateful", he has his reasons for saying that.
Anyway, we walked through the outskirts of Santiago and found our Albergue, then went to get our "Compostelas" - certificates to say we had walked the Camino and then had a quiet evening.  I think maybe we expected a mariachi band or something.  I found myself with a vague unsettled feeling but as I have learned, I just had to wait.  When I went to the cathedral this morning which is so massive that I can only imagine how the pilgrims of the past have felt to see it towering over them as they stumbled into the city, there was mass in the morning and at this mass they swung the Botufumeiro - the huge incense burner which takes 8 men to swing it.  It is the most amazing sight and all I can say is that it moved something so deeply in me that it was hard not to gasp.  It swung down one nave and then the other, unbelievable and then at the pilgrim mass later in the day, the same thing was done.  This was such a gift and I was so grateful so see it.  But the thing that struck me so much too was that high on the altar is the statue of St. James and all through mass people were walking behind it and hugging the statue as is the custom.  It was strangely moving to see what was going on behind the altar and all the faithful who were pouring in to do this, even if they questioned that belief.  I visited the relics and my Camino was over, my sins forgiven.
So tomorrow I head to the end of the earth, Finisterre or Fisterre.  I take the bus, some are walking but for now my walking is over. 
Yes, my darling son, I finished strong and know that all the support, prayers and positive thoughts from everyone lit my path and lightened my load over these 500 miles.
Thank you all so much.

Almost There

Well the days seem to be flying by and there are now 89 kms to go to get to Santiago, talk about mixed emotions.  Coming through the mountains over the last few days has been exhausting but the views have rewarded every bit of effort.  I run out of superlatives to use to describe all that I see.  It's hard to believe I am walking through all this majesty, not only walking by castles such as the Knight's Templar castle in Ponferrada, dating to the 13th century but also ancient monasteries such as Samosa.  I was lucky enough to time my visit there and have a tour, I swear I could feel the ghosts of the old monks wandering the halls.  Today only six remain.
I had climbed to 1300 metres to get to O Cebreiro and even though the thought of the ascent had filled me with dread, as I left there, the clouds had dropped down over the mountaintops and it felt as if I could reach out and touch them.  I had now entered into the province of Galicia where the weather promises to be unpredictable but so far there has brilliant sunshine for days.  After the flat terrain of the Meseta the walk through the mountains was very welcome and then the rolling countryside that followed was a real delight.  Cherries hang from the trees and roses cascade over garden fences. Poppies dot the wheatfields and small farms blend in with tidy homes where summer sits in the gardens.
Soon countryside begins again and the butterflies of all different colours flit among the wild flowers.  I was treated to bluebells and wild purple foxgloves, then yellow lupins appeared today.  Fig trees have started to appear along the way and the fruit hangs heavy on the branches.  It seems as if nature puts on a show for me every day.

Mother´s Day on the Camino

Well I would have to say this may be the strangest Mother's Day I have ever spent, on the Camino, high in the mountains of Spain.  Sitting in an Albergue in a nearly abandoned village at a height of almost 1400 m. I walked up here today and what a wonderful sight it is to see the mountains again.  It was a rocky path but it wound up through wonderful vistas and big gorse bushes in shades of mauve, yellow and white.  It almost seems as if the Camino is bracketed by mountains.

So many contrasts.  Wandering through the stone villages with populations of maybe 20 or 50 never seeing a soul.  They resemble movie sets where the actors have left for the day and then to arrive at a city like Leon or Astorga, dominated by the majestic cathedrals and the wonderful architecture of bygone days.  They crackle with life when the Spanish people swarm the bars and restaurants after 8:00 pm, pushing babies in strollers and holding onto toddlers.  Then to pass from that to the majesty of the mountains or the sight of the fields of wheat and barley, being stirred by a wind which reveals all the different hues of green as a ripple runs through them.  Only by walking through all this, is the memory imprinted on my soul.

I have to admit though that this morning, as I lay in my bottom bunk and watched my friend Serina pack up her pack at 5:30 am and start walking and then listen to the people on the floor above also packing up and sounding like a legion of Roman soldiers who had walked this land before, I had the question in my mind, "what in the good Lord´s name am I doing here, miles away from everyone I love, on Mother's Day?"
The question is being answered moment by moment.  Maybe it isn't me that follows the Way, the Way will find me.

Sleeping with Francisco

Okay, I have a confession to make, last night I slept with Francisco.  In this strange world that is called the Camino, after a 32 kms day and the Albergue being "completo" - full, there were a couple of spaces in a private establishment and for an exorbitant 12 euros I was shown to what resembled a garden shed with stick on stainglass windows and there sat Francisco, a fellow pilgrim, probably in his early sixties who spoke not a word of English.  Anyway, we spent the night together, in this garden shed, and he helped me thread my blisters.  There we were, he, slightly deaf and explaining in Spanish how to pull a thread through my blisters and then finally, gently doing it for me.  Nice.  I have come to believe and to see that kindness is a language all of its own. 

Today was a good day and I am now about 330 kms from Santiago.  Phew!!  One thing I am really learning is how very powerful our thoughts are.  I notice quickly now the negative, self-defeating thoughts and how they colour my day, a slight tweak and the day seems to go better.  Also, I spot whiney pilgrim quickly.  After not having someone to talk to for hours, she pops out when someone comes along and moans about the weather or something, ah, but I am too smart for her now, I pay attention and then gag her.  I suppose it´s a bit like that Zen koan, if a tree falls in the forest and there is nobody there to hear it, does it make a sound?  If a pilgrim whines when no-one's listening, well, you catch my drift.